IPOD??? (Gift)

October 14, 2010

NEW LAPTOP (I wish...)

 I find pink so feminine but it is unique for a guy to have things that is color pink

YOUR LOVE IS TRUE

[I never thought love could be this way, I never expected that love will come my way. Out of the blue, there you are, catch me with your smile. My heart suddenly beat just like a lightning came from the sky. It was you, out of the blue, love is true. With you, my dreams come true, I never thought I will fall in love with you...now I know what is true, that is you I will love so true...]

YOUR LOVE MEANT TO DIE

I know I tell many lies and hide the truth

I am sorry if I never show myself

I am afraid to love you because I know you can’t love me back

I know you don’t feel the same way I feel

You are only pretending for what you really feel

Your words were not true after all

Because he was him you really love all along

All this time, I make believe

That somehow it’s me you love not him

Who I am to you is not important

To you I know I don’t exist

For you I am only his shadows hiding

The shadows behind your true love

You write beautiful poems

But those words not mine

You even sing a song

But the melody is not for me

Now I understand your lies

That your love meant to die…

NOT ME

I am wondering have you ever loved me?

Did you pretend to love me?

I am thinking if your love was true

Or all this time it was just a lie

Because you never keep your words

All you can do is put anger on me

You said you love me for what I am

But you never show me what love is

You said you never lie

That all your words were true

But then you deceive me

Make me believe in your untrue love

I was a fool to believe

That all along you love me as I am

I couldn’t see the truth

That you never love me at all

It was just an illusion

You only put in my mind

All along I realized, your love is not for me

You love the person that is not me…

THE TRUTH BEHIND LIES

You give me a chance but you take it away

You loved me but then walk away

You play with my heart

You play with my soul

You doubted me, accused me

I keep my words but you never believe

You always think everything is a lie

You cannot see the truth when you are blind

I try to open your eyes

For you to see the real me

It was him you always see

Why you just can be true?

That your love for me is not true

Why you don’t stop pretending

Your love is deceiving

If it was him you really love

Stop fooling me by your untrue love

I admit I lied but you lied too

Whether you admit it or not

That’s the truth behind lies...

I LIED

I lied that I don’t need you

When all I can do is to wish for you

I lied that I don’t like you

But in my heart I always admire you

I lied that I never miss you

When the truth is I think of you

I lied that I will never fall for you

When it’s you I always dream

I lied that my heart is not for you

The truth my heart beats for you

I lied to myself…

I lied to my heart…

Now I can’t deny

This feeling I hide

I wish I never said I don’t love you

When the truth is I do…

CHANCES

You stole my heart by your smile

With one look from you, take my breath away

To see your face, it’s like I see the beauty of the world

I knew that moment I was falling

I feel my heart beat so fast

A beat that I know it will be love

I never see as beautiful as you

Makes my heart pump it

Dance to beat

Could you be me my fate?

I’ve been waiting all these years?

Then if it’s you…I want to be with you…

I wanted to tell you how much I love you

What I really feel for you

But every time I try, I can’t help to wonder

Second thought of you might not believe

Why I feel this way?

If only I can let myself to open up to you

You will know the deepest of my soul

If only you will let me be part of your life

You will hear the beat of my heart

Someday, you will take a look at me

And realized what you are missing

When you finally know my true feelings

You will regret that you never give me a chance…

I SURRENDER

Why you just can’t hate me

Hate me for what I have done

For the pain I cause

I make you cry, I break your heart

If I am a criminal to you

That’s what you think, put me in jail

Do you want me to suffer?

Make me suffer, why you just can’t do that?

You said because you love me

Then why you make me a prison of your love?

Do you realize how hard it is?

Do you realize how much you hurt me?

Doubting me all these years

Accusing me of crime I never did

Defending myself is a crime?

You trap me and set me up

And I am nowhere to go

Here I am, getting weak

Nothing to do, but to surrender to you…